Navy Blue Nixon and Other Stories of Second Presidential Debates

Second debates have produced great debate moments.  Sometimes they even get higher ratings.  In this episode, we look at great moments of second presidential debates.  Including the two Nixons the …

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Queer Digital Stories: Identity

Queer Digital Stories: Looking Back This post is the third in a series written by participants of our queer digital storytelling workshop.  Below is the film created by Caleb Hernandez, Identity, f…

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As Seen in Argentina

I’ve just recently returned from Buenos Aires and I thought these images from an upscale shopping mall–Alto Palermo–were fascinating (and a little disconcerting). Evidently the post-Charleston terror attack response to the Confederate flag has not crossed beyond US borders yet!

I think if you cut them into Daisy Dukes they * maybe * could be seen as ironic. They clearly were NOT in Buenos Aires.

I think if you cut them into Daisy Dukes they * maybe * could be taken as ironic. There didn’t seem to be any tongue-in-cheek (that I could discern) in the presentation at the Buenos Aires retail space.

This past summer several people asked me to weigh in on my feeling about the Confederate flag removal, but I feel like I’ve been pretty clear on that over the years. This issue is a bit trickier and I hope to get to that over the holiday break.  On the 2015 Confederate flag moment I’ll just quickly add: Yes, it needs to go from anything publicly funded or associated with the current government. Yes, much of the debate wasn’t really about that flag. No, this scene’s poignancy and impact hasn’t been diluted.


Is it Abercrombie? No, it's Cook!

Is it Abercrombie? No, it’s Cook!

Vintage Side Eye!

Three women from Guadeloupe, Ellis Island circa 1900 (Photo via the NYPL)

Three women from Guadeloupe, Ellis Island circa 1900
(Photo via the NYPL)

An image for every Texas county clerk who won’t issue a same-sex marriage license

Police officer Leroy Smith helps an overheated man wearing National Socialist Movement attire up the stairs during a KKK rally & counter protest on July 18, 2015, in Columbia, S.C.  Temperatures that day reached in the upper 90s.

Police officer Leroy Smith helps an overheated man wearing National Socialist Movement attire up the stairs during a KKK rally & counter protest on July 18, 2015, in Columbia, S.C. Temperatures that day reached in the upper 90s.

Soon after the US Supreme Court final decision on marriage equality reports began to emerge from (mostly Southern) county clerks who claimed they can refuse to issue marriage licenses to gay couples, despite the highest court’s order to do so. A handful were reported to have resigned their jobs, which I can respect if not particularly admire. I would equate it to a public school teacher from Alabama who quit in light of Brown vs Board of Education because she didn’t believe in integrated education. She too would deserve some credit for resigning and not engaging in narcissistic grandstanding on the job, unlike these state employees following the Obergefell decision in June, 2015.

The above photograph from this past weekend features another public employee. One who understands that freedom of speech and assembly are constitutional rights protecting all Americans, even for those views we find most odious. An African-American public employee who didn’t refuse to report to duty the day the Ku Klux Klan was to protest at the South Carolina capitol building. A public employee whose motto is likely “to protect and to serve”. In other words, someone who can put their job and the Constitution above personal beliefs–much less mere pique and pettiness.

Thanks for being patient in 2014

As many of you have noticed, it has been pretty quiet around here since summer. I hate making New Years resolutions, but I do plan on being more active again in 2015. As some of you know I’ve spent most of my non-working, non-playing time the past 6 months researching the 1840s, 1850s, 15th POTUS James Buchanan (yup, he was gay) and Senator William Rufus King (him too). It’s been an honor FORD 76to assist on this project. I am incredibly proud and excited for my very talented friend. Hopefully I’ll have a few spin-off posts that are related to the time period and people researched. In the meantime, thanks so much for your messages and tweets over the last year (and the shirt Kressenda! It was a pleasure to help you out on your paper–I wear it all the time!).

Bewildered Old Woman




When Affirmative Action Was White*

Ah, the comments section for online news stories. Should it be avoided at all costs? Or is it a useful way to get insight into the pulse of the people? If the news announcing Pres. Obama’s executive order to institute mild student loan reform is any indication it’s even worse than it looks. Yet, on other sites the commentary and reaction following Ta-Nehisi Coates tour de force on reparations has been, on the whole, one of the most engaging and thoughtful online discussions I’ve ever been a part of. If you haven’t read it yet, do it! I think it may prove to be the most important thing published this year.


Contempory politcal cartoon on reparations.

I’ll be making a bit of a Reconstruction-politics pilgrimage this fall, so there will likely be a lot of political cartoons from that era coming up later this year. However, the online discussions over the last month or so immediately made me think of this political cartoon (below) from just after the Civil War. It represents complete outrage over appropriating money to establish a Freedman’s Bureau to assist and educate newly emancipated slaves. Free (primary) education and job placement assistance for African-Americans provokes the image of lazy takers then as it does today.

Yet on the left hard-working white Americans toil honestly splitting rails. Could that have been a homestead? You know, free land granted by the US government to those wiling to cultivate and occupy it? The method by which countless pioneers settled the hinterlands and tamed the wild? Funny how no one says “government handouts won the West”.  From where I stand free land definitely counts as a government handout.

Going forward I think Coates’ piece might go down as when we started rethinking the framing device for the reparations discussion. Unlike the contemporary cartoon above it’s not about “paying for what your ancestors did”. Nor is it about getting blood money for something horrible that happened to one’s ancestors.  It’s not about personal racism or forays. It’s about studying institutional programs over the years: from slavery to redlining in 1970s Chicago. It’s about a public admission and reckoning that much of the success and earned wealth of the United States of America came through successful federal and state “Big Government” programs: the Homestead Act, the GI Bill, the National Industrial Recovery Act. “Big Government” affirmative action programs when Affirmative Action was white.


1866 anti-Freedmans’ Bureau political cartoon from Pennsylvania.


* thanks to author Ira Katznelson for the inspiration and phenomenal research.


The Other Pill

truvadaWith last week’s announcement from the CDC there has been a huge uptick in opinion pieces and mixed reactions relating to the prophylactic drug Truvada (or PrEP). In my own life it has become quite the robust conversation topic over social media, dinner parties and happy hour with friends. My broader feelings have been oddly ambiguous, so until now I’ve only commented on smaller, side-issues because I’ve felt so strangely conflicted and underwhelmed by what is surely scientific good news.

As much as I like to think of myself as someone who can just read the medical literature and data (10 years of working for Public Health researchers and epidemiologists has rubbed off on me a little, at least I hope!) I have to confess there are personal, illogical gut-reactions involved too. Either way, this year is establishing itself as the tipping point for the gay community to grapple with several, interlocked issues around this little blue pill.

Way back in distant history–when Bill Clinton was president and web-surfing was something squeezed in at the office–I worked as an administrative temp in downtown Seattle. There was an office manager named Maureen who in so many ways was the prototypical one of that era. Close to retirement and a bit of mother hen to us “kids” (twentysomethings slumming it until we found the proverbial “real job”), she told me a fascinating story that I really hadn’t revisited until lately. She said when she was attending University of Washington, sometime in the early 1960s, she put herself though this peculiar rigmarole to obtain the birth control pill. A Seattle native, she didn’t go to her family doctor who’d treated her since childhood, nor the student health clinic on UW campus. Rather, she made an appointment with yet another, new physician located in Seattle’s Rainier Valley. Not only that, she borrowed a ring from a girlfriend so that she could claim she was engaged at her visit. Fifty years later, Maureen–part of the final slice of the Silent Generation–was laughing with us at birth-control-pills-from-case-eduhow elaborate her performance was. Pretending to be married would have been a more assured way to obtain The Pill with less hassle, but somehow she STILL feared this might get back to her parents via some secret slut-shaming physicians’ network. So Maureen created a back-up plan in case she needed to do later damage control–she could quickly claim she and her boyfriend were secretly engaged (they weren’t and the relationship ended before graduation). Fear of judgement plus some good old-fashioned embarrassment were putting up extra burdens to wise medical prevention. Fear her (male) family doctor would tell her parents she was having sex. Shame that she was having sex and not *really* engaged, much less married. She wasn’t Catholic or against birth control, and probably neither was her family physician, but there was this sense of caution and fear that while The Pill might be a modern science godsend to the *right* sort of girl (married ones who want to responsibly space their children) we must not allow it to be an easy option for the *wrong* sort of girl (unmarried promiscuous ones).

Today Truvada seems to be having some of the same reactions. Some physicians and social commentators are quick to praise it for the *right* sort of gay (HIV discordant monogamous couples) but are very leery of widespread use for the *wrong* sort of gay (unmarried promiscuous ones). In an effective patient/doctor relationship all facts should be on the table, but this is always so much easier said than done. Who doesn’t round-down when even just self-reporting their alcohol consumption, for instance? Talking about Truvada requires being upfront about having condomless sex and taking whatever judgement or awkwardness comes along with that. Because this drug is so new, and is for a narrow niche of the market, it may take a little time–and patients switching physicians–for the awkward cloud to lift. Yet it’s not just the “talking about sex can be uncomfortable” factor that I think is keeping a lot of gay men from embracing this new prevention tool. For the last couple of weeks I’ve been trying to sort out my own feelings. Had the CDC just approved and recommended a vaccine I have no doubt my feelings would have been overwhelmingly positive. Why was I conflicted about a little blue pill that–if taken daily–does the same? My brain has gone through as many justifications and half-truths and second-guesses as Maureen’s did circa 1962: It’s because it won’t protect against OTHER STI’s! Neither would a vaccine, neither does The Pill. It’s because this won’t be affordable for the masses of HIV positive men and women in sub-saharan Africa! Perhaps, but that’s a bigger issue about global health and wealth in general. Sorry, Straw Man. It’s because there could be side-effects we don’t know about yet! Again, that’s true with many drugs. Even if some small portion of people experience side-effects and need to halt usage, surely the greater good (fewer HIV infections, fewer AIDS-related deaths) outweighs that. Those reasons were thin attempts at justifying my lukewarm response to Truvada. I think the real reason the response was so muted in comparison to what a vaccine is something much less

Selfie @ UW's Hansee Hall. Today co-ed, in the 1930s-1970s it was the "girls' dormitory".
@ UW’s Hansee Hall. Today co-ed, during 1930s-1970s it was the “girls’ dormitory”.

admirable. I was underwhelmed by the idea of long-term adherence to a daily drug precisely because that is the reality of healthy, happy people who are HIV positive. A petulant little voice in the back of head was not pleased that the end result was the same: Daily pharmaceutical intake. Awkward conversations with physicians. Potential battles with insurance plans. “So what was the point of trying so hard to be good (caution & condoms) all these years if we are all ending up in the same boat anyway?“was the niggling voice. Somehow I felt because I played by the safer-rules 95% of the time (okay, 85% of the time) I should get some sort of cosmic credit over the cavalier barebacker. This mindset isn’t logical or pretty. But it was there and I’m over it now. Maureen probably went through irrational justifications of why she, an “almost engaged” college girl wasn’t in the same boat as a promiscuous, picking-up-men-in-bars type. People like to rank and categorize. They also like to engage in magical thinking about “what’s fair” on some imaginary cosmic scorecard (ask anyone who has experienced death or divorce about that one).

I still haven’t decided if PrEP is right for me, and I don’t want to shut down–or merely dismiss as alarmist prudes–those who have sincere concerns about what the future could look like for my community post-Truvada. However, I think it’s worth remembering that people take time to sort through their own phobias and embarrassments whenever the topic is sex. Maybe when I am near retirement, having a doughnut in the office, I’ll be able to have a chuckle with a bunch of 21 year olds about my silly justification-gymnastics around a medical breakthrough that ultimately changed the lives of countless people for the better.

Brewer’s backlash to the backlash

A funny thing happened on the way to Equality. Several states rapidly construed modern-day Jim Crow laws cleverly framed in the name of preserving religious freedom, Arizona receiving the most attention. This is an angle I think could have had some legs had the legislators been less rushed, less careless, and less confident that their own bigotry was the majority opinion in their state. Instead they overreached, mistakenly thinking not being a card-carrying GLBT ally inferred sympathy for extreme backlash legislation.

Arizona governor Jan Brewer, hardly known as a liberal and on the record as opposing same-sex marriage, wisely vetoed the law. This led to some of the most hilarious parody pieces ever. These are awesome, but I have also observed a strange need to diminish or explain away the Governor’s rightful use of the power of the veto: “it was because the NFL threatened to leave” “it was because she had a change of heart” “it was because she wants to run for reelection” “it was because she was terrified of tourist boycotts” or, most commonly, “it’s because she realized it’s become bad for business to be a bigot“.

Truthfully, it was probably a combination of all the above. But how much does it matter? What is it with this idea of constantly obsessing over “how heartfelt was it?” on political maneuvers? Haven’t they always been complicated? I can’t help but feel that with each gay political victory Sally Field’s (misquoted) 1984 Oscar acceptance speech “you LIKE BREWERJme you really LIKE me!” is the knee-jerk reaction. Or, more dangerously, a smirk of inevitability. But suddenly the figure of Jan Brewer makes that a bit more complicated. A certain amount of this is expected. If reduced to same-sex marriage you can see the movement is quite literally still in adolescence. In 2000 Netherlands became the first nation to do full-blown marriage equality, Canada in 2005 nationwide, the first US State (MA) only in 2004 (and still not nationwide). A little self-involved adolescent narcissism can be overlooked, maturity mellows feelings. And that’s okay.

Many people might still harbor vague ethnic stereotypes toward Jewish Americans (“they control Hollywood“, “they care too much about Israel and not enough about the USA“) but you’d be hard-pressed to find someone who held those feelings who actually would support a no-Jews-allowed policy at a hotel or restaurant. Of course there will never be a complete absence of gay prejudice or negative preconceptions, but what’s arrived is an overwhelming majority consensus that any sort of legislation that prescribes it is shameful and retrograde. As with all civil rights struggles this has been achieved through legitimate and sincere changing of hearts and minds, some mild social shaming, and a little economic blackmail. And that’s okay.

There will always be a certain segment of the population (for argument let’s say 25%) who feels homosexuality in unequivocally wrong for religious reasons. There is also another section of the population (I’ll guess another 25%) who will range from clumsily practical (“those gays are good for business“), to completely ambivalent, to annoyed and begrudged (“I’m sick of hearing about gay people all the time, where’s my fucking Pride Parade?!”). What the anti-gay Republican legislators misjudged in Arizona is assuming that the latter group would always be in passive agreement with the former group when it came to actual NEW law and not merely preserving tradition. The unlikely figure of Governor Jan Brewer represents that break. And that’s okay.


Partisanship as platform

“I never give them Hell. I just tell the truth and they think it’s Hell”

                                                               — Harry Truman

For the last few months it feels as if everyone is wanting to play Devil’s Advocate about a 2016 presidential run by former Secretary of State Hillary Clinton. Andrew Sullivan asked his reader’s to submit what they viewed as her solid accomplishments to run on. Not the positions held in and of themselves (senator, etc) but actual treaties signed, bills passed, movements prioritized to the top. One reader responded with this:

Her signature issue, what she will run on, is her tenacity and defense of the Democratic principles. She will fight for her agenda, and it will be a classic Democratic agenda, but she will do so with the tenacity and will to win the President has not shown. The President is simply too willing to compromise and his default position is to be bipartisan. Clinton will be clearly and unabashedly partisan. She will be the Democratic’s Democrat. Honestly, if she needs to pull the still beating heart out of Chelsea’s chest on national television to pass a stimulus or extend unemployment insurance, I know she will do it. Essentially, her issue is she will kick Republican butt and not take prisoners.

I too have been hearing this from many people, and it certainly has no basis in her history as Secretary of State, Senator from New York, or tenure as FLOTUS. In fact, this is the person who in 2005 used the terms “sad” and “tragic” in what was widely viewed at the time as a move to the center. This is a person who sat on the Board of Directors of Wal-Mart when she was First Lady of Arkansas, hardly the makings of a progressive firebrand. This is the candidate whose internal campaign materials from the 2008 primary explicitly said not to embrace multiculturalism as a talking point. Where are people getting this impression of HRC as partisan fighter extraordinaire?

The thing is, I do think the partisan fighter as a platform described above is exactly how she will run. A cynical part of me views Hillary as Madonna: constantly reinventing herself as needed in order to stay relevant. What she actually thinks or means long go rendered immaterial. As the Democratic Party has shifted slightly to the Left in how it talks about class, inequality, and poverty so will Clinton.

I think we can definitely expect Clinton to compensate for list-making accomplishments with aggressive Give ‘Em Hell Harry Truman-style fight. This is how she will win over the left-wing of her party who have always been lukewarm on the Clintonian “Third Way” song and dance. The reader above isn’t basing his/her views on anything from Hillary’s resume itself, but rather by the tone he is accurately picking up within the party faithful about President Obama. As the Republican Party has become more obstructionist, Democrats feel their fighting blood boiling. Wise or not, they want the red meat thrown to them.

I was solidly on Team Obama from the beginning but there were two brief flashes that struck me during the 2008 primary debates. At the time I remember thinking if Sen. Harry_S__Truman_posterClinton had kept going down that path (as opposed to the foolish, in my view, path that she was somehow the “experience candidate”) I would have just maybe started a little conversion. I hope I am remembering these moments correctly. At one point Clinton said something along the lines of “the Republicans have been rummaging through my baggage for years” implying she knows how to take them on and Obama was naïve to expect a new leaf turned. Another was when she seemed particularly annoyed at a long Obamanian lecture on the healthcare crisis and its nuances (Romneycare might have come up?). Hillary quickly snapped “single-payer has been a goal of the Democratic Party since Harry Truman proposed it!”. There was a flash of “we’re Democrats, let’s act like it” aggressiveness and impatience. I think if she runs in 2016 we will be seeing significantly more of that Clinton.

Obama’s desire for post-Boomer bipartisanship was what initially appealed to me, but watching the GOP spit in his face at every turn has made me want him to punch back even though he can’t (“angry black man”) or won’t (“professor-in-chief”). Clinton will be a willing vessel to channel all those frustrations.

In 2007-2008 Hillary’s long-but-nonspecific resume was unexpectedly bolstered by tapping the frustrations of Boomer women passed over for the top spot by younger, more dynamic junior (male) employees. In 2016 Hillary’s long-but-nonspecific resume will be bolstered by loyal-but-antsy Obama supporters and a Democratic Party base who are itching for an LBJ style head-cracker.